June 11, 2010
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babies, get ready to trip your heads off.

(via sweethomestyle)

babies, get ready to trip your heads off.

June 11, 2010
June 11, 2010
why, yes, please.

why, yes, please.

June 11, 2010


Bold what is true

i have a lot of different thoughts and shit going through my head right now.
fully being aware about something doesn’t really change my decisions, even if it really should.
i’m in one of those moods right now where i just don’t want to be around anyone at all.

currently i’m freaked out because i have no idea what i’m doing at all with my life from here.
insignificant things seem to have a really huge impact on me.
my most favorite time to be in the pool is either really late at night or when it’s really hot out.
i am/have had a job working for my parents or a family relative before.
for the most part, i really don’t think i am anything that people think that i am.
i have a hard time letting things go, and forgiving, it takes a lot more effort for me to do so.
someone who has meant a lot to me before i think after this past week that they finally just used up their last chance of being in my life again.
i actually don’t know how i feel about my username for this site anymore, but i don’t see myself actually changing it.
i use my cellular more often than an actual camera when taking pictures. only ‘cause i don’t own my own camera anymore.
i have a habit of fucking shit up for myself.
and here comes all the feelings catching up to me that i really was trying so hard to not acknowledge let alone deal with.
someone has hurt my feelings today but they have no idea that they’ve done so.
everything in my life is changing all at once, it’s seriously happening a lot faster than i anticipated.
i’m waiting for the day that i am completely over everything that had happened.
i tend to accidentally call people without meaning to a lot.

humidity is something that i would be fine with not having to deal with in my life. k thanks.

my favorite pages to read are the ones with the LOL JK part in them. i think those ones are hilarious.
i get distracted and lose focus on things really easily, it’s kind of badd.

i’m really sorry for the hurt that i have and will cause on the people who mean the world to me.
if i have to wake up early for something i have to set multiple alarms, because one sure as hell won’t wake me up.
i’m not even gonna lie i’m a really sore loser at games. haha.

a lot of the time i don’t say things out loud and i keep things to myself.
i’m constantly daydreaming about something, i swear. i have them more than regular dreams at night.
i watch the series Army Wives every week, or at least try to.
someone in my family blows everything that happens to them out of proportion just for the attention it gets them.
^that type of shit pisses me off so damn much.
i don’t live in a neighborhood community or anything like that, my house with some others is on the side of a road.
i fucking love cookout/grill foods.
i’m one of those people who take the yearly week vacation to the beach that is close by, for me it’s ocean city.
the idea of growing up and everything it entails is really terrifying to me now.
i avoid emotional goodbyes at all costs.

i feel like i’m waiting for something that might never happen, which is one of the worst feelings ever.
i really miss little things that came along with someone who used to be in my life, but i don’t miss them.
i don’t think i could ever do a hairstyle that would involve me having full bangs cut straight across. that shit would drive me crazy.
i love when an ordinary night/day is changed to amazing by something unexpected happening.
i love going to the local fairs and carnivals when they are happening.
my family is what matters most to me in my entire life.

i’ve been that girl who made a guy she was with her entire life to the point where i didn’t know who i was without him.
^i know better now. and will never let it get that far again.

dear people on my facebook friends list, i feel the need to thank you all for always playing the state the obvious game with your statuses. you can shut the fuck up now.
i really actually like pastel colors, i think they’re pretty.

if i’m wearing something nice and happen to be eating you need to get me a full length bib cause then, and only then, will i be a messy motherfucker.
i’m so tired of the way people have been talking to me recently.
it gets really old quick when someone does the same thing multiple times, shit is usually only funny the first time.
if i don’t recognize a phone number i more than likely won’t answer the phone call.
i cannot stand when people will talk about somebody else, when they are nowhere even close to being a better person than they are.
Outback Steakhouses cheesy fries are the shiiiiiit.
i’m currently waiting for something to arrive that i had ordered online.

any money that i get from anytime on for the next few weeks or more i’m saving for something.
there is someone who i’ve had really strong feelings for before but things had a way of never working out for us
the only time that i really only give short answers in a text is when i’m upset with you or just in general.
i think a guy in uniform is really really attractive.
i’ve never been huge into playing sports.

the only gaming system that i use is the wii, i love that shit.
i have plans for memorial day. which is going to a few different cook outs.

i have a lot of family that is out of state.
^and i love when i get to go visit them.
i have to keep my fan on because my room gets too fucking hot if i turn it off for any amount of time.
one of my parents is out of state traveling right now.

strapless bras are really awkward and uncomfortable…i don’t like wearing them much.
i’m a big fan of breakfast food restaurants.
there always seems to be something that makes things not work out when i find potential in a member of the opposite sex.
i really can’t stand pettiness at all.
i don’t even know why but every little thing has been annoying me today.

i’m not someone who can’t even hide my emotions, they pour out of me.
i already have a tan, and i haven’t even laid out or anything to try for it.
i love lazy days a little too much.
one of my really good friends every time i’m with her we are always laughing and having a good time. i love it.
i really love spontaneous gestures and things like that.
the way that i know when i’m getting tired is how heavy my eyes start feeling to me.
for me there are some things where there is no middle ground.
i’m not really simple at all, i’m complicated and i’m a lot to handle.
i feel as though i go off of the vibes other people have and it sets the tone for how i will be kind of.
i think that if i don’t tell you, that i will regret it a lot.
i could really use a wish right now…nawh actually i could really have gone without ever having to hear that song.

June 11, 2010
I do feel that I’ve managed to make something I could maybe call my own world… over time… little by little. And when I’m inside it, to some extent, I feel kind of relieved. But the very fact I felt I had to make such a world probably means that I’m a weak person, that I bruise easily, don’t you think? And in the eyes of society at large, that world of mine is a puny little thing. It’s like a cardboard house: a puff of wind might carry it off somewhere.
Mari Asai in After Dark by Haruki Murakami
June 10, 2010
June 10, 2010
Marco FusinatoMass Black Implosion (The Immovable Do, Percy Grainger)2008 ink on archival facsimile of score

Marco Fusinato
Mass Black Implosion (The Immovable Do, Percy Grainger)
ink on archival facsimile of score

June 10, 2010
June 10, 2010
June 10, 2010

god bless



god bless